Today, I don't feel effective. Effective at what? Everything! ..but mostly at being myself and being human. How can I feel so ineffective at something that I can't help but do? Can I be anyone besides myself? Can I be anything be human?

And yet, I am so certain that no one has failed at being human as much as I am today sitting at my desk today. I know it isn't true, but the ache in my bones tells me differently.

When did they begin to ache? Who put it here? What is the cure?